CarynHeng!♥
Staying in a jail called DHS, cell number 3FULLSTOP'12. Jailed for loving AIR WEAPONS CLUB too much.
Cosplayer, do visit my deviantart to view my work! :D
I am definitely one of a kind. No arguments to that please.
I can be said to be one of high ego, however much this may appear to be on the surface, I am actually very insecure about myself deep down.
Hey, who says acting to have a high ego is wrong? It makes people laugh, which makes me happy. Either way, it helps to ease my insecurities.
I'm always the happy one, the retarded one, the cheerful one, the crazy one, the hyperactive one(although this I'm gonna have to admit!:P ), or so it seems to be. I don't normally reveal my true feelings and emotions most of the time, I don't know, but I guess I'm so used to laughing everything off so much that I can't even express my true feelings well.
And oh hey! There you are reading this chunk of useless emo shit. Haha. Let's get going to the less emo and boring parts of my biography eh? Meow.
So... I love scrapbooking, shooting, watching animes, art&crafts, cosplaying and blogskinning. Did I forget to mention that I'm this one big stalker(I prefer to say creeper), pedophile(Well, not really, since I 'pedo' juniors, girls my age, and seniors. Oh well.), otaku(Well ain't it obvious) and I kind of get called PIG much much muuuccchhhh too often by many people. Ha. Ha. :/
I adore Vocaloid, really, but I prefer to skip Vocaloid songs most of the time when they appear on my phone's playlist, don't ask me why. I have many waifus! They are all the cutest things on Earth and I love them to death. Oh yes, they are mostly anime characters/Vocaloids. Hehe :P
Hmm, as you can see, I intend to write a really long biography this time round, so bear with me. Hang in there, yeah? :P It looks nicer when it's longer, and I figured not many would even bother to read this chunk of nonsense anw! :D
I am not a very active blogger(if you have not already figured it out yourself), but I will try my best to blog during the holidays!
I have limited vocab, so please don't mind if I tend to use too many repetitive words, or lacks awesome adjectives. Whatever. :3
Oh yay, this is getting long! I feel famous, like a pop star now!
Omg that was totally irrelevant and stupid. Hehe, sorry, I'm just awesomely random like that. 8D OHYEAA.
People know me for my all CAPS language(Not here, not now, haha, but when I'm chatting with you online or smt), and my very awesome whatsapp spams.
Cause I am so very awesome I like to split up my one sentence into many messages.
I love many people in my life and I am very grateful to have met them :3
I hate it most when people ignore my whatsapp URGH, it pisses me off so so much. == But I may be guilty of that too. :P
I am totally typing in irrelevant shits in here now just because I can. And because it's early in the morning(I meant midnight). People are probably judging me now.
I get that much too often it doesn't even seem to be important to me anymore. Although yes, it does matter. I should stop trying to put on a brave front. Cause I'm not. In fact, I'm a coward.
I'm afraid of failures. Afraid of losing. Losing something or someone I hold close to my heart.
I'm afraid of being despised. Very much. Whether I like you or not, I still want you to like me. That's selfish, I know, but I can't let go, you can't make me.
I may be over sensitive somehow, but I don't really show it.
Oh dear, I am becoming one emo kid.
F . T . B . W . G . D . Y
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DARLINGS;
Charmaine Sng |
TJCC |
Jaimelynne |
Carine |
Trenna |
Clare |
Valencia |
Michi |
Jasline |
Marian |
Yi Hui |
Hui Yee |
Wan Yi |
Kai Ting
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AFFILIATES;
1Ferillan'10
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| Alanna
| Aloysius
| Angeline
| Anna
| Avada
| AWC
| Camryn
| Carmen
| Caroline
| Cassandra
| Celine
| Charis
| Charissa
| Charmaine Lau
| Charmaine Ng
| Charmaine Tan
| Cheery
| Chesna
| ChuLin
| Clarissa
| Craziest Girl
| Crystal
| Crystal Hua
| Deborah
| Dee
| Dorothy
| Ely
| Emily
| Emmalene
| Eunice
| Eva
| Faraisha
| Felix
| Fiona
| Fza
| Gabby
| Genevieve
| Golda
| Goh Hui Yee
| Grace
| Gracia
| Hiromi
| Isabel
| Jamie
| James
| Jannah
| Jeremy Ng
| Jeremy Yuan
| Jessie
| Jia Wei
| Joanelle
| Joj
| Joy
| Joyce
| Kenneth
| Kiaraa
| Kimberly
| Laura
| Laural
| Lulu
| Lmyx
| Minoru
| Natalie
| Nicole
| Pui Ling
| Putri
| Rachel
| Rae Nyse
| Sarah
| Selly
| Shanice
| Sher Rhie
| Siti
| Sonia
| Soo Jun
| Strife of Cloud
| Su Li
| Susan
| Tiffany
| Valery
| Vanessa
| Vilda
| Vira
| Wen Qi
| Xavierlyn
| XuYi
| Yaku
| Yazreenah
| Yee Cheng
| Yesterday's fate
| YockYen
| Ying Jin
| Yi Ping
| Ying Xuan
BYGONES;
stuuuuuuuupid Jap hw D:
I WANT iPod Touch!!!! >:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE SNG LI WEN!!!
HEY DEARS♥
HAPPY CNY~~!
FRIENDSHIP day dedications ^^
HAPPY CNY/ VALENTINES DSAY/ FRIENDSHIP DAY GAIZ:D ...
Damn EPPS >:
S + M + I + L + E
AWC-->air weapons club
Thankyou Caryn for the layout and Steasy for the basecodes.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
A young man was getting ready to graduate college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted.
As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautiful wrapped gift box.
Curious, but somewhat disappointed the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible. Angrily, he raised his voice at his father and said, "With all your money you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the holy book.
Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care things. When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart.
He began to search his father's important papers and saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. As he read those words, a car key dropped from an envelope taped behind the Bible. It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words...PAID IN FULL.
How many times do we miss God's blessings because they are not packaged as we expected?
Sad horh??? T.T *cry* *cry* *sob* *sob*
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