(@ Yesterday's Fate)

GUESS WHAT. I'm sick and tired of you. I'ved tried so hard to be perfect for you. But i guess my efforts are taken for granted. Be it then. Not like this will make any difference, it's just like always, hurting me once again. Nothing special. If u think you are that good, fine, GO, leave me. 'Cause i know you don't see any point being with me anymore. The way you treated me when they were there. The way I was given the cold shoulder.. I'm here giving u a chance now, a chance for you to let me go. If you want to, do it now. Or i will never give you a second chance to do so again.

Heys people.
Don't worry about me, i'm fine.
As fine as i can ever be.
maybe.
LOL.
Just feeling emo nao .__.
So wrote smt emo lorh.
And found that it sounded quite nice, so decided to post it 8)
Weird much?
HAISH.
Brrr... Friday got Science CT4 T-T
Pray for me urh. [:
hehe ^^

TOMORROW is year 5 GP PAPER for PROMO EXAM!! Dx

LOL, know it doesnt like really concerns me but lol.
Wish Jing Ting, Rebecca, Felise, Karen, Zi Xuan, Valencia and those year 5 peeps GOOD LUCK yeah?
:D
And urgg.
IDK how to face some people tmr D:
RELAX once again, nth happened ^~^
okayh, actually there is, somehow, but it's a secret so yup.
GTG lerh.
Must thank me for updating horh!!
hehe jkjk
cos my EOYs coming and i still bother to post for you readers ley.
LOL.
kayhs BYE BYE WORLD, imma going to sleep nao (:

CarynHeng!♥
Staying in a jail called DHS, cell number 3FULLSTOP'12. Jailed for loving AIR WEAPONS CLUB too much. Cosplayer, do visit my deviantart to view my work! :D I am definitely one of a kind. No arguments to that please. I can be said to be one of high ego, however much this may appear to be on the surface, I am actually very insecure about myself deep down. Hey, who says acting to have a high ego is wrong? It makes people laugh, which makes me happy. Either way, it helps to ease my insecurities. I'm always the happy one, the retarded one, the cheerful one, the crazy one, the hyperactive one(although this I'm gonna have to admit!:P ), or so it seems to be. I don't normally reveal my true feelings and emotions most of the time, I don't know, but I guess I'm so used to laughing everything off so much that I can't even express my true feelings well. And oh hey! There you are reading this chunk of useless emo shit. Haha. Let's get going to the less emo and boring parts of my biography eh? Meow. So... I love scrapbooking, shooting, watching animes, art&crafts, cosplaying and blogskinning. Did I forget to mention that I'm this one big stalker(I prefer to say creeper), pedophile(Well, not really, since I 'pedo' juniors, girls my age, and seniors. Oh well.), otaku(Well ain't it obvious) and I kind of get called PIG much much muuuccchhhh too often by many people. Ha. Ha. :/ I adore Vocaloid, really, but I prefer to skip Vocaloid songs most of the time when they appear on my phone's playlist, don't ask me why. I have many waifus! They are all the cutest things on Earth and I love them to death. Oh yes, they are mostly anime characters/Vocaloids. Hehe :P Hmm, as you can see, I intend to write a really long biography this time round, so bear with me. Hang in there, yeah? :P It looks nicer when it's longer, and I figured not many would even bother to read this chunk of nonsense anw! :D I am not a very active blogger(if you have not already figured it out yourself), but I will try my best to blog during the holidays! I have limited vocab, so please don't mind if I tend to use too many repetitive words, or lacks awesome adjectives. Whatever. :3 Oh yay, this is getting long! I feel famous, like a pop star now! Omg that was totally irrelevant and stupid. Hehe, sorry, I'm just awesomely random like that. 8D OHYEAA. People know me for my all CAPS language(Not here, not now, haha, but when I'm chatting with you online or smt), and my very awesome whatsapp spams. Cause I am so very awesome I like to split up my one sentence into many messages. I love many people in my life and I am very grateful to have met them :3 I hate it most when people ignore my whatsapp URGH, it pisses me off so so much. == But I may be guilty of that too. :P I am totally typing in irrelevant shits in here now just because I can. And because it's early in the morning(I meant midnight). People are probably judging me now. I get that much too often it doesn't even seem to be important to me anymore. Although yes, it does matter. I should stop trying to put on a brave front. Cause I'm not. In fact, I'm a coward. I'm afraid of failures. Afraid of losing. Losing something or someone I hold close to my heart. I'm afraid of being despised. Very much. Whether I like you or not, I still want you to like me. That's selfish, I know, but I can't let go, you can't make me. I may be over sensitive somehow, but I don't really show it. Oh dear, I am becoming one emo kid.
F . T . B . W . G . D . Y
(view all active networks)
DARLINGS;
Charmaine Sng | TJCC | Jaimelynne | Carine | Trenna | Clare | Valencia | Michi | Jasline | Marian | Yi Hui | Hui Yee | Wan Yi | Kai Ting (Hover and read here)
AFFILIATES;
1Ferillan'10 | 6Diligence'09 | Alanna | Aloysius | Angeline | Anna | Avada | AWC | Camryn | Carmen | Caroline | Cassandra | Celine | Charis | Charissa | Charmaine Lau | Charmaine Ng | Charmaine Tan | Cheery | Chesna | ChuLin | Clarissa | Craziest Girl | Crystal | Crystal Hua | Deborah | Dee | Dorothy | Ely | Emily | Emmalene | Eunice | Eva | Faraisha | Felix | Fiona | Fza | Gabby | Genevieve | Golda | Goh Hui Yee | Grace | Gracia | Hiromi | Isabel | Jamie | James | Jannah | Jeremy Ng | Jeremy Yuan | Jessie | Jia Wei | Joanelle | Joj | Joy | Joyce | Kenneth | Kiaraa | Kimberly | Laura | Laural | Lulu | Lmyx | Minoru | Natalie | Nicole | Pui Ling | Putri | Rachel | Rae Nyse | Sarah | Selly | Shanice | Sher Rhie | Siti | Sonia | Soo Jun | Strife of Cloud | Su Li | Susan | Tiffany | Valery | Vanessa | Vilda | Vira | Wen Qi | Xavierlyn | XuYi | Yaku | Yazreenah | Yee Cheng | Yesterday's fate | YockYen | Ying Jin | Yi Ping | Ying Xuan

BYGONES;

new blogskin!

EOY D:

FORGET IT

Day 03 — Your parents

Day 01 — Your Best Friend

sianzxc

yes yes, don't ask so much.

not back

dying, DYING

i will miss you, like you would