CarynHeng!♥
Staying in a jail called DHS, cell number 3FULLSTOP'12. Jailed for loving AIR WEAPONS CLUB too much.
Cosplayer, do visit my deviantart to view my work! :D
I am definitely one of a kind. No arguments to that please.
I can be said to be one of high ego, however much this may appear to be on the surface, I am actually very insecure about myself deep down.
Hey, who says acting to have a high ego is wrong? It makes people laugh, which makes me happy. Either way, it helps to ease my insecurities.
I'm always the happy one, the retarded one, the cheerful one, the crazy one, the hyperactive one(although this I'm gonna have to admit!:P ), or so it seems to be. I don't normally reveal my true feelings and emotions most of the time, I don't know, but I guess I'm so used to laughing everything off so much that I can't even express my true feelings well.
And oh hey! There you are reading this chunk of useless emo shit. Haha. Let's get going to the less emo and boring parts of my biography eh? Meow.
So... I love scrapbooking, shooting, watching animes, art&crafts, cosplaying and blogskinning. Did I forget to mention that I'm this one big stalker(I prefer to say creeper), pedophile(Well, not really, since I 'pedo' juniors, girls my age, and seniors. Oh well.), otaku(Well ain't it obvious) and I kind of get called PIG much much muuuccchhhh too often by many people. Ha. Ha. :/
I adore Vocaloid, really, but I prefer to skip Vocaloid songs most of the time when they appear on my phone's playlist, don't ask me why. I have many waifus! They are all the cutest things on Earth and I love them to death. Oh yes, they are mostly anime characters/Vocaloids. Hehe :P
Hmm, as you can see, I intend to write a really long biography this time round, so bear with me. Hang in there, yeah? :P It looks nicer when it's longer, and I figured not many would even bother to read this chunk of nonsense anw! :D
I am not a very active blogger(if you have not already figured it out yourself), but I will try my best to blog during the holidays!
I have limited vocab, so please don't mind if I tend to use too many repetitive words, or lacks awesome adjectives. Whatever. :3
Oh yay, this is getting long! I feel famous, like a pop star now!
Omg that was totally irrelevant and stupid. Hehe, sorry, I'm just awesomely random like that. 8D OHYEAA.
People know me for my all CAPS language(Not here, not now, haha, but when I'm chatting with you online or smt), and my very awesome whatsapp spams.
Cause I am so very awesome I like to split up my one sentence into many messages.
I love many people in my life and I am very grateful to have met them :3
I hate it most when people ignore my whatsapp URGH, it pisses me off so so much. == But I may be guilty of that too. :P
I am totally typing in irrelevant shits in here now just because I can. And because it's early in the morning(I meant midnight). People are probably judging me now.
I get that much too often it doesn't even seem to be important to me anymore. Although yes, it does matter. I should stop trying to put on a brave front. Cause I'm not. In fact, I'm a coward.
I'm afraid of failures. Afraid of losing. Losing something or someone I hold close to my heart.
I'm afraid of being despised. Very much. Whether I like you or not, I still want you to like me. That's selfish, I know, but I can't let go, you can't make me.
I may be over sensitive somehow, but I don't really show it.
Oh dear, I am becoming one emo kid.
F . T . B . W . G . D . Y
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AFFILIATES;
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| Angeline
| Anna
| Avada
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| Camryn
| Carmen
| Caroline
| Cassandra
| Celine
| Charis
| Charissa
| Charmaine Lau
| Charmaine Ng
| Charmaine Tan
| Cheery
| Chesna
| ChuLin
| Clarissa
| Craziest Girl
| Crystal
| Crystal Hua
| Deborah
| Dee
| Dorothy
| Ely
| Emily
| Emmalene
| Eunice
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| Faraisha
| Felix
| Fiona
| Fza
| Gabby
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| Grace
| Gracia
| Hiromi
| Isabel
| Jamie
| James
| Jannah
| Jeremy Ng
| Jeremy Yuan
| Jessie
| Jia Wei
| Joanelle
| Joj
| Joy
| Joyce
| Kenneth
| Kiaraa
| Kimberly
| Laura
| Laural
| Lulu
| Lmyx
| Minoru
| Natalie
| Nicole
| Pui Ling
| Putri
| Rachel
| Rae Nyse
| Sarah
| Selly
| Shanice
| Sher Rhie
| Siti
| Sonia
| Soo Jun
| Strife of Cloud
| Su Li
| Susan
| Tiffany
| Valery
| Vanessa
| Vilda
| Vira
| Wen Qi
| Xavierlyn
| XuYi
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| Yazreenah
| Yee Cheng
| Yesterday's fate
| YockYen
| Ying Jin
| Yi Ping
| Ying Xuan
BYGONES;
best day.. EVER?
sometimes, letting go is good
It has ended, just like that
maybe..
a million and one chances
Stop reminding me
tikaming pwns all ^^
Everything is worth a try
wuliaos
still counting...
Thankyou Caryn for the layout and Steasy for the basecodes.
Saturday, October 30, 2010
(img @ Yesterday's Fate)Darn it. Why are the holidays here already? C'mon, i rather go sch EVERY SINGLE DAY instead of this. Haish. I'll miss everyone, everything, so, so much ): But yeah, sorry for not posting for so long alrights? And sorry for not replying tags too. I have my reasons alright. Firstly, I was too busy watching Rozen Maiden. And yes, it was AWESOME. Now that I'ved finish watching it, I'm back here, blogging. And Secondly, I was too lazy to do anything else .___. I did come check my blog but lazy reply tags xP Lastly, I was making new blogskin mah. HEY HEY HEY OH WAIT. Did you just see me type new blogskin??? Hmm? Did you see correctly? Scroll up and look again. YES I DID TYPE THAT [: AND YES, GO RATE COMMENT DOWNLOAD AND FAVE IT!!!! HELP ME RATE THIS! Thanks people ^^ I'm feeling terrible right now. Don't ask me why, you dont wanna make me cry again right? >.< BYE PEEPS, and sry for the weird post =.= I bet you don' even understand a thing that I'm writing. (hope not!) [edit] @Saturday, October 30, 2010 - 8.59pmhmm... I shall do the 30 challenges thingy then 8D haha, stolen from PuiLing xP here you go! DAY 01- A RECENT PICTURE OF YOU AND 15 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF DAY 02- THE MEANING BEHIND YOUR BLOGGER NAME DAY 03- A PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS DAY 04- A HABIT THAT YOU WISH YOU DIDN’T HAVE DAY 05- A PICTURE OF SOMEWHERE YOU’VE BEEN TO DAY 06- FAVORITE SUPER HERO AND WHY DAY 07- A PICTURE OF SOMEONE/SOMETHING THAT HAS THE BIGGEST IMPACT ON YOU DAY 08- SHORT TERM GOALS FOR THIS MONTH AND WHY DAY 09- SOMETHING YOU’RE PROUD OF IN THE PAST FEW DAYS DAY 10- SONGS YOU LISTEN TO WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY, SAD, BORED, HYPED, MAD DAY 11- ANOTHER PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS DAY 12- HOW YOU FOUND OUT ABOUT BLOGGER AND WHY YOU MADE ONE DAY 13- A LETTER TO SOMEONE WHO HAS HURT YOU RECENTLY DAY 14- A PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY DAY 15- PUT YOUR IPOD ON SHUFFLE: FIRST 10 SONGS THAT PLAY DAY 16- ANOTHER PICTURE OF YOURSELF (BABY PIC!) DAY 17- SOMEONE YOU WOULD WANT TO SWITCH LIVES WITH FOR ONE DAY AND WHY DAY 18- PLANS/DREAMS/GOALS YOU HAVE DAY 19- NICKNAMES YOU HAVE; WHY DO YOU HAVE THEM DAY 20- SOMEONE YOU SEE YOURSELF MARRYING/BEING WITH IN THE FUTURE DAY 21- A PICTURE OF SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY DAY 22- WHAT MAKES YOU DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE DAY 23- SOMETHING YOU CRAVE FOR A LOT DAY 24- A LETTER TO YOUR PARENTS DAY 25- WHAT I WOULD FIND IN YOUR BAG DAY 26- WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS DAY 27- WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS 30 DAY CHALLENGE DAY 28- A PICTURE OF YOU LAST YEAR AND NOW, HOW HAVE YOU CHANGED SINCE THEN? DAY 29- IN THIS PAST MONTH, WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED DAY 30- WHO ARE YOU?
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