CarynHeng!♥
Staying in a jail called DHS, cell number 3FULLSTOP'12. Jailed for loving AIR WEAPONS CLUB too much.
Cosplayer, do visit my deviantart to view my work! :D
I am definitely one of a kind. No arguments to that please.
I can be said to be one of high ego, however much this may appear to be on the surface, I am actually very insecure about myself deep down.
Hey, who says acting to have a high ego is wrong? It makes people laugh, which makes me happy. Either way, it helps to ease my insecurities.
I'm always the happy one, the retarded one, the cheerful one, the crazy one, the hyperactive one(although this I'm gonna have to admit!:P ), or so it seems to be. I don't normally reveal my true feelings and emotions most of the time, I don't know, but I guess I'm so used to laughing everything off so much that I can't even express my true feelings well.
And oh hey! There you are reading this chunk of useless emo shit. Haha. Let's get going to the less emo and boring parts of my biography eh? Meow.
So... I love scrapbooking, shooting, watching animes, art&crafts, cosplaying and blogskinning. Did I forget to mention that I'm this one big stalker(I prefer to say creeper), pedophile(Well, not really, since I 'pedo' juniors, girls my age, and seniors. Oh well.), otaku(Well ain't it obvious) and I kind of get called PIG much much muuuccchhhh too often by many people. Ha. Ha. :/
I adore Vocaloid, really, but I prefer to skip Vocaloid songs most of the time when they appear on my phone's playlist, don't ask me why. I have many waifus! They are all the cutest things on Earth and I love them to death. Oh yes, they are mostly anime characters/Vocaloids. Hehe :P
Hmm, as you can see, I intend to write a really long biography this time round, so bear with me. Hang in there, yeah? :P It looks nicer when it's longer, and I figured not many would even bother to read this chunk of nonsense anw! :D
I am not a very active blogger(if you have not already figured it out yourself), but I will try my best to blog during the holidays!
I have limited vocab, so please don't mind if I tend to use too many repetitive words, or lacks awesome adjectives. Whatever. :3
Oh yay, this is getting long! I feel famous, like a pop star now!
Omg that was totally irrelevant and stupid. Hehe, sorry, I'm just awesomely random like that. 8D OHYEAA.
People know me for my all CAPS language(Not here, not now, haha, but when I'm chatting with you online or smt), and my very awesome whatsapp spams.
Cause I am so very awesome I like to split up my one sentence into many messages.
I love many people in my life and I am very grateful to have met them :3
I hate it most when people ignore my whatsapp URGH, it pisses me off so so much. == But I may be guilty of that too. :P
I am totally typing in irrelevant shits in here now just because I can. And because it's early in the morning(I meant midnight). People are probably judging me now.
I get that much too often it doesn't even seem to be important to me anymore. Although yes, it does matter. I should stop trying to put on a brave front. Cause I'm not. In fact, I'm a coward.
I'm afraid of failures. Afraid of losing. Losing something or someone I hold close to my heart.
I'm afraid of being despised. Very much. Whether I like you or not, I still want you to like me. That's selfish, I know, but I can't let go, you can't make me.
I may be over sensitive somehow, but I don't really show it.
Oh dear, I am becoming one emo kid.
F . T . B . W . G . D . Y
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DARLINGS;
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Jaimelynne |
Carine |
Trenna |
Clare |
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Michi |
Jasline |
Marian |
Yi Hui |
Hui Yee |
Wan Yi |
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AFFILIATES;
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| Alanna
| Aloysius
| Angeline
| Anna
| Avada
| AWC
| Camryn
| Carmen
| Caroline
| Cassandra
| Celine
| Charis
| Charissa
| Charmaine Lau
| Charmaine Ng
| Charmaine Tan
| Cheery
| Chesna
| ChuLin
| Clarissa
| Craziest Girl
| Crystal
| Crystal Hua
| Deborah
| Dee
| Dorothy
| Ely
| Emily
| Emmalene
| Eunice
| Eva
| Faraisha
| Felix
| Fiona
| Fza
| Gabby
| Genevieve
| Golda
| Goh Hui Yee
| Grace
| Gracia
| Hiromi
| Isabel
| Jamie
| James
| Jannah
| Jeremy Ng
| Jeremy Yuan
| Jessie
| Jia Wei
| Joanelle
| Joj
| Joy
| Joyce
| Kenneth
| Kiaraa
| Kimberly
| Laura
| Laural
| Lulu
| Lmyx
| Minoru
| Natalie
| Nicole
| Pui Ling
| Putri
| Rachel
| Rae Nyse
| Sarah
| Selly
| Shanice
| Sher Rhie
| Siti
| Sonia
| Soo Jun
| Strife of Cloud
| Su Li
| Susan
| Tiffany
| Valery
| Vanessa
| Vilda
| Vira
| Wen Qi
| Xavierlyn
| XuYi
| Yaku
| Yazreenah
| Yee Cheng
| Yesterday's fate
| YockYen
| Ying Jin
| Yi Ping
| Ying Xuan
BYGONES;
Holidays? no thanks.
best day.. EVER?
sometimes, letting go is good
It has ended, just like that
maybe..
a million and one chances
Stop reminding me
tikaming pwns all ^^
Everything is worth a try
wuliaos
Thankyou Caryn for the layout and Steasy for the basecodes.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
(img @ Yesterday's Fate)OK, i'll do the challenges(refer to previous post) starting 31/10/2010(but not now la) ok? hmm.. i did some Rozen Maiden quiz LOL, and I'm like SUPER HAPPY WITH MY RESULT :D Cos... I GOT SUIGINTOU!!! ^^ haha, click to see my result! :D
 LOL, Suigintou's my fave character from Rozen Maiden but then she's sorta evil.. And I realised that I like evil people alot =.= Like Barasuishou and Kikakishou.. They so evil but is till like xP But I shall tell you why I had a hard time making up my mind which doll i like most LOL. Going in the order of the dolls, not in order of favoritism. 1. Suigin Tou Seems really evil in the first season. I used to dislike her lol. Then the last part found out that she is a incomplete doll(i shall not elaborate more uh). And in the second season she died again .___. (yeah she keep dying and reviving LOL. She like die in Season 1, Season 2 and the Ouverture also?!? ahaha) and when she died, I cried D: BUT the main reason that I love her so much is her story. And it's a very sad one indeed )': If you watch the ouverture you would understand her story more, and know why she acts so evilly. AND OH OH OH SHE'S SUPER PRETTY CAN :D
2. Kanaria Hmm.. Don't really like her that much but she's really cute! ^^ But irritating at times -.- And she's really clumsy leh!! xP hehe
3. Suiseiseki DESU DESU DESU!!! :D I love her a lot too! She's pretty + cute at the same time and yeah, she likes to hide her feelings~ She has a unique personality and I like it so very much [: Go watch the anime or read the manga! ^^
4. Souseiseki Twin sister of Suiseiseki. LOL, I don't really like her a lot lah.. So yeah, go find out more abt her yourself xP
5. Shinku Main character of Rozen Maiden. I love the way she bullies Jun(her medium)! HAHA, she's quite cute lah, but I don't really fancy her that much cos I'm on team Suigintou :P LOLOL, not funny -.-
6. Hina Ichigo OMG THIS CUTE LIL THING!! ^^ LOL, i love this one a lot also :3 SOOOO CUTE LAH!! And i freaking shit cried like hell when she died. Walao, my mom was like OMG why you so emotional, watch show watch until cry .___. but seriously, damn touching T.T *sniffs*
7. Kirakishou THE REAL 7th DOLL OF ROZEN MAIDEN. LOL, no feelings with her lah.. Cos she never appear. I mean, she did, but only for a few seconds at the end .___. but she's really pretty! :D and so she's one of my fave characters too! xP Go read the maga lorh, she will rly appear there haha.
8. Barasuishou NONO, she's not the 8th doll lah =.= NEITHER is she the 7th doll.. She's the FAKE 7th Rozen Maiden doll. Made by Enju, not Rozen. Enju is Rozen apprentice and is really jealous of Rozen, that's why he created Bara and made her pretend to be the 7th doll and fight with the 6 other dolls of Rozen Maiden to become Alice. She died at the end (dont tell you why, cannot spoil it too much lah -.- ) and i cried. YES, AGAIN -____- I knw i'm overemotional but it's seriously very sad lah ok! HAHA, nao you can see why I love Rozen Maiden so much right? ^~^ oooh, and for more info, go go read THIS!! :D Hopefully I can have people to fangirl with... SO GO WATCH OK?!? :) AND CHARMAINE SNG LI WEN GO WATCH OR I'LL MURDER YOU!
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