CarynHeng!♥
Staying in a jail called DHS, cell number 3FULLSTOP'12. Jailed for loving AIR WEAPONS CLUB too much.
Cosplayer, do visit my deviantart to view my work! :D
I am definitely one of a kind. No arguments to that please.
I can be said to be one of high ego, however much this may appear to be on the surface, I am actually very insecure about myself deep down.
Hey, who says acting to have a high ego is wrong? It makes people laugh, which makes me happy. Either way, it helps to ease my insecurities.
I'm always the happy one, the retarded one, the cheerful one, the crazy one, the hyperactive one(although this I'm gonna have to admit!:P ), or so it seems to be. I don't normally reveal my true feelings and emotions most of the time, I don't know, but I guess I'm so used to laughing everything off so much that I can't even express my true feelings well.
And oh hey! There you are reading this chunk of useless emo shit. Haha. Let's get going to the less emo and boring parts of my biography eh? Meow.
So... I love scrapbooking, shooting, watching animes, art&crafts, cosplaying and blogskinning. Did I forget to mention that I'm this one big stalker(I prefer to say creeper), pedophile(Well, not really, since I 'pedo' juniors, girls my age, and seniors. Oh well.), otaku(Well ain't it obvious) and I kind of get called PIG much much muuuccchhhh too often by many people. Ha. Ha. :/
I adore Vocaloid, really, but I prefer to skip Vocaloid songs most of the time when they appear on my phone's playlist, don't ask me why. I have many waifus! They are all the cutest things on Earth and I love them to death. Oh yes, they are mostly anime characters/Vocaloids. Hehe :P
Hmm, as you can see, I intend to write a really long biography this time round, so bear with me. Hang in there, yeah? :P It looks nicer when it's longer, and I figured not many would even bother to read this chunk of nonsense anw! :D
I am not a very active blogger(if you have not already figured it out yourself), but I will try my best to blog during the holidays!
I have limited vocab, so please don't mind if I tend to use too many repetitive words, or lacks awesome adjectives. Whatever. :3
Oh yay, this is getting long! I feel famous, like a pop star now!
Omg that was totally irrelevant and stupid. Hehe, sorry, I'm just awesomely random like that. 8D OHYEAA.
People know me for my all CAPS language(Not here, not now, haha, but when I'm chatting with you online or smt), and my very awesome whatsapp spams.
Cause I am so very awesome I like to split up my one sentence into many messages.
I love many people in my life and I am very grateful to have met them :3
I hate it most when people ignore my whatsapp URGH, it pisses me off so so much. == But I may be guilty of that too. :P
I am totally typing in irrelevant shits in here now just because I can. And because it's early in the morning(I meant midnight). People are probably judging me now.
I get that much too often it doesn't even seem to be important to me anymore. Although yes, it does matter. I should stop trying to put on a brave front. Cause I'm not. In fact, I'm a coward.
I'm afraid of failures. Afraid of losing. Losing something or someone I hold close to my heart.
I'm afraid of being despised. Very much. Whether I like you or not, I still want you to like me. That's selfish, I know, but I can't let go, you can't make me.
I may be over sensitive somehow, but I don't really show it.
Oh dear, I am becoming one emo kid.
F . T . B . W . G . D . Y
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DARLINGS;
Charmaine Sng |
TJCC |
Jaimelynne |
Carine |
Trenna |
Clare |
Valencia |
Michi |
Jasline |
Marian |
Yi Hui |
Hui Yee |
Wan Yi |
Kai Ting
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AFFILIATES;
1Ferillan'10
| 6Diligence'09
| Alanna
| Aloysius
| Angeline
| Anna
| Avada
| AWC
| Camryn
| Carmen
| Caroline
| Cassandra
| Celine
| Charis
| Charissa
| Charmaine Lau
| Charmaine Ng
| Charmaine Tan
| Cheery
| Chesna
| ChuLin
| Clarissa
| Craziest Girl
| Crystal
| Crystal Hua
| Deborah
| Dee
| Dorothy
| Ely
| Emily
| Emmalene
| Eunice
| Eva
| Faraisha
| Felix
| Fiona
| Fza
| Gabby
| Genevieve
| Golda
| Goh Hui Yee
| Grace
| Gracia
| Hiromi
| Isabel
| Jamie
| James
| Jannah
| Jeremy Ng
| Jeremy Yuan
| Jessie
| Jia Wei
| Joanelle
| Joj
| Joy
| Joyce
| Kenneth
| Kiaraa
| Kimberly
| Laura
| Laural
| Lulu
| Lmyx
| Minoru
| Natalie
| Nicole
| Pui Ling
| Putri
| Rachel
| Rae Nyse
| Sarah
| Selly
| Shanice
| Sher Rhie
| Siti
| Sonia
| Soo Jun
| Strife of Cloud
| Su Li
| Susan
| Tiffany
| Valery
| Vanessa
| Vilda
| Vira
| Wen Qi
| Xavierlyn
| XuYi
| Yaku
| Yazreenah
| Yee Cheng
| Yesterday's fate
| YockYen
| Ying Jin
| Yi Ping
| Ying Xuan
BYGONES;
LOVE!
HEYHO
I'm so pissed that I can KILL.
Dazzling moonlight stars
DAY 28, DAY 29, DAY 30
DAY 23, DAY 24, DAY 25, DAY 26, DAY 27
DAY 17, DAY 18, DAY 19, DAY 20, DAY 21, DAY 22
DAY 12, DAY 13, DAY 14, DAY 15, DAY 16
DAY 09, DAY 10, DAY 11
DAY 08
Thankyou Caryn for the layout and Steasy for the basecodes.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
(img @ Yesterday's Fate)Hey people! I know that nobody would even be reading this post cause my blog's like so dead now .__. AND YES SORRY PEOPLE FOR DISAPPEARING FOR SOOOOO LONG )): Well, I was pretty much tied up by my school work ): This might also be the last post that I'm posting to this blog before I go MIA again. I'm not very sure of what to blog but it sure does feel good to get blogging again (: OH AND,
THANKS SO MUCH EVERYONE!!! I HAVE 231 FOLLOWERS NOW ALTHOUGH I HAVE NOT POSTED FOR SO LONG!!
How can i ever love you guys enough? And it actually increased! I remember not hitting 200 last time, if my memory did not fail me :X Anyway, I am still grateful ^^ Well, so here I'm going to go all emo for a moment :| Firstly, I really really can't stop thinking of how happy and carefree I was last time. Now I'm like bombarded with schoolwork and projects. There's not much leisure time for me either. Also, I really really miss my cyber friends, blogskinning and many more. Which now, I have no time to attend to. I miss my primary school friends too. Most of us seem pretty distant now. And well, the times I used to spend with all the people last time and unable to do so now. And when I think about the future, I really wished that i had not. Yesterday in the train, me and Kaiting started talking about the future or smt along that line. And well, I almost felt like crying and I really really hope that we would still be as close as we are now. And then we thought of the graduating seniors.. When they move on to the Universities, would I ever have the chance of meeting them again? I know I should be happy for them, but I simply can't bare to see them go. I don't want the friendship to end just like that. Besides these, my primary school friends, in the following few years, would I be able to be in touch with them still? Would I have time for them? And yes, Charmaine, I want our friendship to stay, forever. Also, TJCC, is it me or have we became more distant alr? If so, a few years down the road, what would happen? Same goes for the others who were from EPPS.. Does it seems like I have not lost enough in this world? Idk why, I feel sad, really sad. And I want my past back. I miss my past.
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