CarynHeng!♥
Staying in a jail called DHS, cell number 3FULLSTOP'12. Jailed for loving AIR WEAPONS CLUB too much.
Cosplayer, do visit my deviantart to view my work! :D
I am definitely one of a kind. No arguments to that please.
I can be said to be one of high ego, however much this may appear to be on the surface, I am actually very insecure about myself deep down.
Hey, who says acting to have a high ego is wrong? It makes people laugh, which makes me happy. Either way, it helps to ease my insecurities.
I'm always the happy one, the retarded one, the cheerful one, the crazy one, the hyperactive one(although this I'm gonna have to admit!:P ), or so it seems to be. I don't normally reveal my true feelings and emotions most of the time, I don't know, but I guess I'm so used to laughing everything off so much that I can't even express my true feelings well.
And oh hey! There you are reading this chunk of useless emo shit. Haha. Let's get going to the less emo and boring parts of my biography eh? Meow.
So... I love scrapbooking, shooting, watching animes, art&crafts, cosplaying and blogskinning. Did I forget to mention that I'm this one big stalker(I prefer to say creeper), pedophile(Well, not really, since I 'pedo' juniors, girls my age, and seniors. Oh well.), otaku(Well ain't it obvious) and I kind of get called PIG much much muuuccchhhh too often by many people. Ha. Ha. :/
I adore Vocaloid, really, but I prefer to skip Vocaloid songs most of the time when they appear on my phone's playlist, don't ask me why. I have many waifus! They are all the cutest things on Earth and I love them to death. Oh yes, they are mostly anime characters/Vocaloids. Hehe :P
Hmm, as you can see, I intend to write a really long biography this time round, so bear with me. Hang in there, yeah? :P It looks nicer when it's longer, and I figured not many would even bother to read this chunk of nonsense anw! :D
I am not a very active blogger(if you have not already figured it out yourself), but I will try my best to blog during the holidays!
I have limited vocab, so please don't mind if I tend to use too many repetitive words, or lacks awesome adjectives. Whatever. :3
Oh yay, this is getting long! I feel famous, like a pop star now!
Omg that was totally irrelevant and stupid. Hehe, sorry, I'm just awesomely random like that. 8D OHYEAA.
People know me for my all CAPS language(Not here, not now, haha, but when I'm chatting with you online or smt), and my very awesome whatsapp spams.
Cause I am so very awesome I like to split up my one sentence into many messages.
I love many people in my life and I am very grateful to have met them :3
I hate it most when people ignore my whatsapp URGH, it pisses me off so so much. == But I may be guilty of that too. :P
I am totally typing in irrelevant shits in here now just because I can. And because it's early in the morning(I meant midnight). People are probably judging me now.
I get that much too often it doesn't even seem to be important to me anymore. Although yes, it does matter. I should stop trying to put on a brave front. Cause I'm not. In fact, I'm a coward.
I'm afraid of failures. Afraid of losing. Losing something or someone I hold close to my heart.
I'm afraid of being despised. Very much. Whether I like you or not, I still want you to like me. That's selfish, I know, but I can't let go, you can't make me.
I may be over sensitive somehow, but I don't really show it.
Oh dear, I am becoming one emo kid.
F . T . B . W . G . D . Y
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BYGONES;
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ROZEN MAIDEN!!
Holidays? no thanks.
best day.. EVER?
Thankyou Caryn for the layout and Steasy for the basecodes.
Friday, November 12, 2010
(img @ Yesterday's Fate)DAY 09- SOMETHING YOU’RE PROUD OF IN THE PAST FEW DAYS & DAY 10- SONGS YOU LISTEN TO WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY, SAD, BORED, HYPED, MAD & DAY 11- ANOTHER PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR FRIENDSOK. I'm extremely sorry for not posting for very very long le D: Haish, so I shall combine 3 challenges tgt yeah? XD DAY 09: Hmm? PROUD OF UH? Must be that my shooting's improving bah XD Haish, I'm so worried though.. Cos there's some inter-sch competition at the start of December DDD: HOW SAVE ME SOMEONE T____T I'm so gonna flunk it, and I know that ): Well, at least it's not the Nationals yet! LOL :P Besides that, I really have nth else to be proud of le -.- Seriously. Cos my dieting plan failed really terribly (THANKS TO YOU KAI TING) and also, I am gng to be broke very soon .____. LOL i'm so fail XD DAY 10: I wanted to answer Vocaloid for everything LOL. But haish, this post is seriously gng to be super short if i do so... yeah hahahaha XD HAPPY: HAPPY SONGS SAD: SAD SONGS D: BORED: Songs dont really helps when I'm bored -.- Unless I'm on the train or smt. Blogskinning/Blogging/Spamming myself with animes/Facebooking/Reading helps TONS more LOL. Idk why but yes that's just me XD HYPED: I dont listen to songs when I'm hyper.. When I'm hyper(almost everytime -.-), I cnt sit still. I will jump arnd and do a lot of stuffs that make my friends wanna whack my head :D MAD: Music is unable to calm me down actually.. OK, YES, ABIT but normally bathing is more helpful to me ^^ LOL, why am I so lame T___T I just cant seem to entertain you readers enough uh? D: Cos all I say here is crap and more crap. -.- DAY 11: JUST HOW MANY PICTURES DO YOU NEED MANZ -____- AND WOULD CLASS PHOTO DO? XD
YUP, this is how retarded we Ferillans are LOL. Just in case you are wondering... I AM THE ONE WHO LOOKS LIKE SHE GONNA KILL YOU ^^ HAPPY GUESSING DEARS :D Labels: 30 challenges
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