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OMOMOMOMOMO D:
SORRY LAHHHHHHHHH ): I know I very long never post le, forgive me kays? And I seriously love you readers, I have not posted for like SUPER LONG LE and my followers just keep on increasing!! ^^ Thanks so much man (: MORE PPL COME FOLLOW ME! I wanna hit 200 asap! :3 LOL, I know 200 is not THAT BIG a number but I would be happy enough though [:
I'm working on smt real big now, which explains my MIA for blogging ): I would need all your help! Yes, you readers :D Although I might only need those living in Singapore to help me.
"WHAT ISSIT?!?" you must be thinking that now.
Well, I wanted to keep this as a secret but decided against it. How can I afford to disappoint my readers by keeping everything a secret! Haha, so actually, I have loads of cosplay plans in mind, just that I dont have enough $$$ to complete them, so... YES, I DECIDED TO OPEN A BLOGSHOP! ^^ And it's not just any ordinary blogshop, but a blogshop where I sell all my handmade items! Fret not, my items wont be THAT expensive. And they wont be ugly fugly too. I have got an artistic talent yknw(ZI KUA HAHAHA)! :D So yeah, I really need those from Singapore to buy items from me as I do meetups only.. But hey, I'm not forcing you guys or whatsoever, I'm just hoping you all will help me yeah? (: Will post the link here once the site is up! ^^
Oh, and now I shall complete my 30days challenge! XD

DAY 28- A PICTURE OF YOU LAST YEAR AND NOW, HOW HAVE YOU CHANGED SINCE THEN?
DAY 29- IN THIS PAST MONTH, WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED
DAY 30- WHO ARE YOU?

DAY 28:
LAST YEAR:

(I'm the one covering my face -.-) So now I dont see the point of posting this pic in the first place LOL.
NOW:

BLEHHHHHH, I know I look RETARDED D: And my hair is not curly ok, I'm wearing a wig thats why. So cant compare horhhh :3
I have became taller, have shorter hair... blah blah blah. See, now I feel zi lian for posting that pic ald D:

DAY 29:
o.O nothing? ERRR.. Learnt that money is never easy to earn? haha (:

DAY 30:
I am Caryn. I'm a brainless noob. I'm from DHS. I love anime. I love cosplay. I love making handmade stuff. I love money. Aidou is my boyfriend, Ciel is my brother, Sebastian is my butler, Chii is my sister, I have Suigintou and Barasuishou's powers. Thats abt all i guess. OHMY, cant you just go read my profile?!? LOLOL.

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DAY 23- SOMETHING YOU CRAVE FOR A LOT
DAY 24- A LETTER TO YOUR PARENTS
DAY 25- WHAT I WOULD FIND IN YOUR BAG
DAY 26- WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS
DAY 27- WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS 30 DAY CHALLENGE

DAY 23:
Ohhh, crave for a lot? Hmm.. There's lots of stuff actually. Like a homework machine, a new phone, better coding skills, more SOTDs, Finish watching Chobits & Kuroshitsuji & SHUFFLE! & Lucky star, cosplay as Hatsune Miku(most of her songs), cosplay as BRS, cosplay as Ciel(as robin), cosplay as Chii, make more nice accessories, buy LOADS of nail polish, become prettier, be noticed, have more money, Hatune Miku figurine(BOTH Nendroid and Figma), BRS figurine(Figma, I have the Nendroid ald), meet again, and the list goes on and on (:

DAY 24:
This seems familiar, I think I had done it before in my 30 letters LOL :P

DAY 25:
WAPIANG DONT RANSACK MY BAG LAH CAN T___T
Errr, now de bag or sch bag? If is now de then it's RUBBISH, water bottle, target cards, wallet, calculator, totoro soft-toy keychain ^^, earphones, To Kill A Mocking Bird(a really chim book i'm doing for lit D: ), my homework(all crumpled up though hehe), jacket, spects in spects case, cute duckie pouch XD, pencil case.
OHMY, my bag is really boring, huh? ):

DAY 26:
Friends? Oh really really sweet, nice and friendly earthlings (:
The same goes for my darling cyberfriends! :D WOOHOO! LOL :P

DAY 27:
HELLO?!?! I really feeling like punching my com right in the face(screen) now =.= LOL, idk why but i really wanna do that hawhaw.
I did this because I thought that it would be kinda fun(!?) and I was really short of ideas to blog abt and think that this could like err help me? HEH. Whatevr, I was bored too, so yeahhh. ):

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DAY 17- SOMEONE YOU WOULD WANT TO SWITCH LIVES WITH FOR ONE DAY AND WHY
DAY 18- PLANS/DREAMS/GOALS YOU HAVE
DAY 19- NICKNAMES YOU HAVE; WHY DO YOU HAVE THEM
DAY 20- SOMEONE YOU SEE YOURSELF MARRYING/BEING WITH IN THE FUTURE
DAY 21- A PICTURE OF SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
DAY 22- WHAT MAKES YOU DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE

DAY 18:
-.- I though this was like mentioned last time before? o.O hmm... whatever lorh.
PLANS uhhh? Go Japan bah.. My dad still owe me a trip there leh. He say my PSLE results good lemme go then now leh?? 1 year le leh ==
Then uhhh DREAMS? None i think. But if you mean the sleeping type of dreams then yeahhh i had a weird dream today. But I ain't in the mood to share it. Plus, it's kind of private so... hehe^^
And GOALS hmm? I mentioned them in DAY 08 before, lazy to say them again (:

DAY 19:
Nicknames.. Actually I have tons tons ^^
Firstly, there's Curry, and Ke Lian. These are cos they somehow pronounce like my name? Haish, pathetic right. Wonder how they even come up with these kind of nicknames for me :X
And secondly, there's xiaoji and stalker. Xiaoi cos Jingting is muji so yuppp. And jingting, rebecca and felise refer me as a stalker cos they are like my seniors and I keep seeing them in sch. Like almost everyday. So they think that I'm stalking them =3=
Thirdly there's crazy woman. Those guys in my class alws call me crazy woman de T___T and Sofina calls me that sometimes too hehe ^^

DAY 20:
EEEW?!?!?! *freaks out*
ERRRRRM. DONT HAVE. SKIP.

DAY 21:
Normally a picture cant really cheer me up, yknw -.- But hey, cute stuff never fail to make me happy :B

DAY 22:
I am crazy. People who know me (in person) definitely know I'm unique. Even my looks are unique :D

Hey, sorry, I am really desperate to finish this challenges thing asap and that's why I keep combining them tgt hehe ^^
AND HEY, IF YOU ARE NOT BLIND OR WHAT-SO-EVER, you should have noticed that I'ved changed my skin!!
WHEEEE LIKE FINALLY RIGHTTTT (: Mwahhahaha XD

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DAY 12- HOW YOU FOUND OUT ABOUT BLOGGER AND WHY YOU MADE ONE
DAY 13- A LETTER TO SOMEONE WHO HAS HURT YOU RECENTLY
DAY 14- A PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY
DAY 15- PUT YOUR IPOD ON SHUFFLE: FIRST 10 SONGS THAT PLAY
DAY 16- ANOTHER PICTURE OF YOURSELF (BABY PIC!)

DAY 12:
ERRR? Cant really rmb but i think is cos practically all my friends had a blog back then, so I erm decided to create one too? I thought it would be great fun to have an online dairy but it was like SUPER dead last time. All one post, two post de -.- And since i was a com noob last time, i didnt even know how to edit stuff (like profile etc) Fail right? Then when I finally know how to edit, it is like arnd start of 2009 already == But i still fail at codes so when ppl just add a image to their blog, I think they very pro liaos .___. Nobody would have ever guessed that I became some blogskinner after that hehe ^^ But hey this means that those ppl out there who dont even understand a thing about codes, you still have hope lah XD

DAY 13:
Dear LIM KAI TING,
HEHE XD HOPE YOU SEE THIS MANZ!! Dont kill me horh~~ Hmm... stop hitting me everytime i say smt to disgust you or smt ley. See lah you hurt me physically so many times today =.= Aiyah, just dont be too ji dong aft reading this cos it wont be healthy for the baby in your stomach (:
Take care of your baby,
Caryn XD

DAY 14:
WTH? How many pictures must i upload T___T

Heyy this is the best I can go for family ok! I included some of my malaysian side people inside somemore!! XD

DAY 15:
URGG I have got better stuff to do with my oh-so-precious time, but OH WELLS, it's not like I have a choice, right? ):
And I dont have an Ipod T__T so my phone would do the job (:

Stand in the rain - Superchick

Speak now - Taylor Swift

Today was a fairytale - Taylor Swift

Voyage - Ayumi Hamasaki

My Best Friend - SNSD

Hello -SHINee

Baby Baby - SNSD

Regret - Mai Hoshimura

Run Devil Run - SNSD

Love is War - Hatsune Miku (Vocaloid)
LOL, not bad, not bad, at least got one vocaloid song XD But one only == so pathetic.. And to think that my phone is spammed with vocaloid songs. LOL. OOOH I like voyage ^^ And hmm my phone seem to like SNSD a lot worh :B

DAY 16:
Ehhhh, baby pic? Can like er arnd 5 year old take de? Cos my baby pictures all not in my com... My apologies! haha :P
So here you go, a pic of me when I was about 5, i think?
And since I'm like really proud of my cute pictures(ZI KUA XD), I shall post more than one :3







AHA! DONE XD CUTE RIGHT!! ^^ LOL, jkjk lah hehe XD

pwhew~ Finally done .___. Sian took so long just to type this post ):
And sorry for not posting for almost a decade! Haha (:

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DAY 09- SOMETHING YOU’RE PROUD OF IN THE PAST FEW DAYS
&
DAY 10- SONGS YOU LISTEN TO WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY, SAD, BORED, HYPED, MAD
&
DAY 11- ANOTHER PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS
OK. I'm extremely sorry for not posting for very very long le D:
Haish, so I shall combine 3 challenges tgt yeah? XD

DAY 09:
Hmm? PROUD OF UH? Must be that my shooting's improving bah XD Haish, I'm so worried though.. Cos there's some inter-sch competition at the start of December DDD: HOW SAVE ME SOMEONE T____T I'm so gonna flunk it, and I know that ): Well, at least it's not the Nationals yet! LOL :P Besides that, I really have nth else to be proud of le -.- Seriously. Cos my dieting plan failed really terribly (THANKS TO YOU KAI TING) and also, I am gng to be broke very soon .____. LOL i'm so fail XD

DAY 10:
I wanted to answer Vocaloid for everything LOL. But haish, this post is seriously gng to be super short if i do so... yeah hahahaha XD
HAPPY: HAPPY SONGS
SAD: SAD SONGS D:
BORED: Songs dont really helps when I'm bored -.- Unless I'm on the train or smt. Blogskinning/Blogging/Spamming myself with animes/Facebooking/Reading helps TONS more LOL. Idk why but yes that's just me XD
HYPED: I dont listen to songs when I'm hyper.. When I'm hyper(almost everytime -.-), I cnt sit still. I will jump arnd and do a lot of stuffs that make my friends wanna whack my head :D
MAD: Music is unable to calm me down actually.. OK, YES, ABIT but normally bathing is more helpful to me ^^
LOL, why am I so lame T___T I just cant seem to entertain you readers enough uh? D: Cos all I say here is crap and more crap. -.-

DAY 11:
JUST HOW MANY PICTURES DO YOU NEED MANZ -____- AND WOULD CLASS PHOTO DO? XD

YUP, this is how retarded we Ferillans are LOL.
Just in case you are wondering... I AM THE ONE WHO LOOKS LIKE SHE GONNA KILL YOU ^^ HAPPY GUESSING DEARS :D

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This insane person is me .___.
DAY 08- SHORT TERM GOALS FOR THIS MONTH AND WHY
Hmm.. Short tearm goals uh?
Let's see..

1. Go on a diet

Because I'm getting really fat these days T.T (although ppl dont believe -.- )
2. Finish my insane project

Since it's a secret, I shall not state the reason LOL
3. Finish more than half of my large stack of HOLYday homework T___T

Cos if I dont finish them quick, I would have to chiong like shit in Dec D:
4. Get better in shooting(As in pistol shooting)

Errr.. Cos nationals are coming mah.. And there sone inter-sch competition in Dec :O
5. Finish watching Vampire Knight asap and then move on to Chobits ^^

I want to finish these two awesome anime asap so that I can watch other awesome anime too ^^ LOL
6. See those peeps again

:P Cannot meh.
7. GO CHARMAINE'S HOUSE/ GO OUT WITH HER (NEH NEH NEH)

Miss her like crap(although we sms EVERY SINGLE DAY .___. LOL)
8. GO OUT WITH TJCC(!)

Cos they are awesome and I miss them A LOT (except for Jaimelynne cos I see her every Sunday during tuition heh xP )

Hmm I think that's all? LOLx
YAY MY FOLLOWERS ARE INCREASING ^^

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DAY 06- FAVORITE SUPER HERO AND WHY
&
DAY 07- A PICTURE OF SOMEONE/SOMETHING THAT HAS THE BIGGEST IMPACT ON YOU
Hmm... Since I have really less and almost nth to say about these two challenges,(=.=) I shall combine them, ok? (LOL i copy PuiLing :D)
So err... for DAY 06.. Favourite superhero uh..
Hmm... None, I guess? teehee~ Dont really fancy those ang mor cartoons that much lah, japanese animes are so much better!!! XD
haha, no offence to those who like ang mor cartoons! LOL.

And for DAY 07... Biggest impact... None again bah, i think LOL.
Even if there is, it gonna remain as a secret ;) *winks*
And yep, a secret is meant to be kept, so SHHH! hehe~
I'm being so bo liao here .___.
And so sorry for being MIA for so long ):
Was working on some project..
NOT THAT TYPE OF SCH PROJECT LAH!!
Just some crazy project that I'm working on..
That is also gonna remain as a secret...
Until it's done [:
Although most ppl ald know about it le lorh -___-

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DAY 05- A PICTURE OF SOMEWHERE YOU’VE BEEN TO



LOL, ps, cannot find some other place le ==
and.... YES IT'S THE ICING ROOM! LOL.
went there to decorate my cake during my birthday(this year)~~
LOL, and as this post is kinda super short, i shall post more photos, YAY? ==















haish.. not nice right D:
and see lah, I revealed how I look like le lah T____T
And there, you see how ugly i am le right... ==
That's why I alws refused to post my pictures up here mah... x.x

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DAY 04- A HABIT THAT YOU WISH YOU DIDN’T HAVE
LOL, I'm posting so many times today ==
Cos I ytd never post mah, then feel very guilty so yup, decided to post another of the 30 challenges to make up for yesterday haha.
And err, bad habits uh?

Hmm? I dont have many bad habits de leh~~ [zi kua]
JKJKJKJK LAH!
But hmm... maybe i'm too jumpy and crazy and fan-girly and irritating?
Or perhaps too stalky? D:
Idk, I hope nobody gets too annoyed or smt cos of my weird habits ]:
Seriously, i'm very sorry.. ):
I also realised that I offend people really often. And whats worse, without even noticing it. -____-
Yes, yes, I know, I can be crowned BlurQueen le lah! xP

OOOPS, i realised that I have stated more than one bad habits le lorh .___.
Cos i wanted to make this post longer mah! :P
Haish nvm dont care liao, short post 就 short post bah -.-

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DAY 03- A PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS
EHHH, okok, wait uh, I go find [: *randomly picked some picture from facebook xD*



From left to right:Stephanie, Jing Ting, Yan Ting, Yu Tong, ME, Kai Ting, Felise :3
LOL, i know i very pro, keep using pictures that i'm not really seen in de 8D
And you see, once again, I'm blur-est one in the pic .___.
Anws this was taken in the HTNS range. And the pic consists of mostly seniors de xP

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DAY 02- THE MEANING BEHIND YOUR BLOGGER NAME

Hmm? You mean c-loudlessdream uh. Erm. I was just feeling rather pissed with my old url(sugercoatedmiseries) and so yeah, decided to change it lo. No meaning though.. -.- Was feeling kinda emo when I was think of a new blog name and yeah, somehow c-loudlessdream suddenly popped into my mind :x Though it was sort of nice at that time and AHA, I changed it to c-loudlessdream [:
And erm.. As for sugarcoatedmiseries, it's more of editing candycoatedmiseries(correct not? o.O) to SUGAR cos CANDY is ald taken =.=

LOL, I'm like just rambling like some stupid idiot, attempting to explain my random urls .___. But miserably failed, i guess D:
Haish, posting smt later. Maybe? :L

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DAY 01- A RECENT PICTURE OF YOU AND 15 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF



And err.. about me eh?

1. I am 13
2. I hate holidays
3. I like blogskinning
4. But I only have 3 SOTD -.-
5. I am watching totoro now
6. I LOVE ROZEN MADEN
7. I love my seniors A LOT
8. I love my friends too
9. As well as my family
10. I am weird
11. I am crazy
12. I am lame
13. I am lazy
14. I love Japan ^^
15. I finally completed this in less than 5 minutes :DDD

OKOK, stupid right .___.
Not interesting at all lorh.. And most of them I think you know then ald.
AND the picture... cannot see my face one =.=
Haiyoh, I damn epic lah hehe ^^

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CarynHeng!♥
Staying in a jail called DHS, cell number 3FULLSTOP'12. Jailed for loving AIR WEAPONS CLUB too much. Cosplayer, do visit my deviantart to view my work! :D I am definitely one of a kind. No arguments to that please. I can be said to be one of high ego, however much this may appear to be on the surface, I am actually very insecure about myself deep down. Hey, who says acting to have a high ego is wrong? It makes people laugh, which makes me happy. Either way, it helps to ease my insecurities. I'm always the happy one, the retarded one, the cheerful one, the crazy one, the hyperactive one(although this I'm gonna have to admit!:P ), or so it seems to be. I don't normally reveal my true feelings and emotions most of the time, I don't know, but I guess I'm so used to laughing everything off so much that I can't even express my true feelings well. And oh hey! There you are reading this chunk of useless emo shit. Haha. Let's get going to the less emo and boring parts of my biography eh? Meow. So... I love scrapbooking, shooting, watching animes, art&crafts, cosplaying and blogskinning. Did I forget to mention that I'm this one big stalker(I prefer to say creeper), pedophile(Well, not really, since I 'pedo' juniors, girls my age, and seniors. Oh well.), otaku(Well ain't it obvious) and I kind of get called PIG much much muuuccchhhh too often by many people. Ha. Ha. :/ I adore Vocaloid, really, but I prefer to skip Vocaloid songs most of the time when they appear on my phone's playlist, don't ask me why. I have many waifus! They are all the cutest things on Earth and I love them to death. Oh yes, they are mostly anime characters/Vocaloids. Hehe :P Hmm, as you can see, I intend to write a really long biography this time round, so bear with me. Hang in there, yeah? :P It looks nicer when it's longer, and I figured not many would even bother to read this chunk of nonsense anw! :D I am not a very active blogger(if you have not already figured it out yourself), but I will try my best to blog during the holidays! I have limited vocab, so please don't mind if I tend to use too many repetitive words, or lacks awesome adjectives. Whatever. :3 Oh yay, this is getting long! I feel famous, like a pop star now! Omg that was totally irrelevant and stupid. Hehe, sorry, I'm just awesomely random like that. 8D OHYEAA. People know me for my all CAPS language(Not here, not now, haha, but when I'm chatting with you online or smt), and my very awesome whatsapp spams. Cause I am so very awesome I like to split up my one sentence into many messages. I love many people in my life and I am very grateful to have met them :3 I hate it most when people ignore my whatsapp URGH, it pisses me off so so much. == But I may be guilty of that too. :P I am totally typing in irrelevant shits in here now just because I can. And because it's early in the morning(I meant midnight). People are probably judging me now. I get that much too often it doesn't even seem to be important to me anymore. Although yes, it does matter. I should stop trying to put on a brave front. Cause I'm not. In fact, I'm a coward. I'm afraid of failures. Afraid of losing. Losing something or someone I hold close to my heart. I'm afraid of being despised. Very much. Whether I like you or not, I still want you to like me. That's selfish, I know, but I can't let go, you can't make me. I may be over sensitive somehow, but I don't really show it. Oh dear, I am becoming one emo kid.
F . T . B . W . G . D . Y
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DARLINGS;
Charmaine Sng | TJCC | Jaimelynne | Carine | Trenna | Clare | Valencia | Michi | Jasline | Marian | Yi Hui | Hui Yee | Wan Yi | Kai Ting (Hover and read here)
AFFILIATES;
1Ferillan'10 | 6Diligence'09 | Alanna | Aloysius | Angeline | Anna | Avada | AWC | Camryn | Carmen | Caroline | Cassandra | Celine | Charis | Charissa | Charmaine Lau | Charmaine Ng | Charmaine Tan | Cheery | Chesna | ChuLin | Clarissa | Craziest Girl | Crystal | Crystal Hua | Deborah | Dee | Dorothy | Ely | Emily | Emmalene | Eunice | Eva | Faraisha | Felix | Fiona | Fza | Gabby | Genevieve | Golda | Goh Hui Yee | Grace | Gracia | Hiromi | Isabel | Jamie | James | Jannah | Jeremy Ng | Jeremy Yuan | Jessie | Jia Wei | Joanelle | Joj | Joy | Joyce | Kenneth | Kiaraa | Kimberly | Laura | Laural | Lulu | Lmyx | Minoru | Natalie | Nicole | Pui Ling | Putri | Rachel | Rae Nyse | Sarah | Selly | Shanice | Sher Rhie | Siti | Sonia | Soo Jun | Strife of Cloud | Su Li | Susan | Tiffany | Valery | Vanessa | Vilda | Vira | Wen Qi | Xavierlyn | XuYi | Yaku | Yazreenah | Yee Cheng | Yesterday's fate | YockYen | Ying Jin | Yi Ping | Ying Xuan

BYGONES;

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Greetings, people! :D

o.o

Apologetic

I'm not going to deny that I'm actually missing th...

LOVE!

HEYHO

I'm so pissed that I can KILL.

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